Melancholy Daze led to ASPW

The melancholy daze that I was in makes me appreciate that I have to cope with pain and sorrow and improve with ASPW.
Nerisa Allison, my dear grandmother, passed away recently; I wish I could have been there by her bedside as she uttered her final words.

In many ways, I lament how fractured and scattered both my family and my life had become. Perhaps it's just the nature of the universe(s) and of the particularly extreme world that has emerged, especially since the 20th century. "So much trouble in the world" (Bob Marley and the Wailers). Well God and Gaia willing, I will pay my respects at her funeral in Jamaica.